Here it is:

I did a little reflecting and things and from what I've seen and witnessed I can say 2 things.

1. I want to have a relationship God that is honorable and true.

2. I dont want to be "classified" as a Christian.

Despite the fact that the belief in Christ and His death on the cross in order for us to have fellowship with God is seen ormore or less defined as being Christian, I would rather not be "classified" as one.

WHY?

I see and have been part of a "holier than thou" complex only to find myself judging others and not wanting to be judged. I see that people are using fear to spread the gospel by telling people they will go to hell in hopes of them seeing the truth. A super church in Colorado decided to cancel a special service to a fallen soilder in Iraq because he was "gay." IN other words I see a lot and have been part of a lot of crap. So I'm no better than that of anyone else, nor do I think I am, or feel I have some greater purpose.

Other the past few months I think I have learned something very important and something that is overlooked so much. "Acceptance" Some tend to judge or put down others due to lifestyle or choice in what they or how they choose to live and forget about perhaps accepting someone for who they are. Didnt Christ do this and that was his way of showing love. He did not put down or shun those who were in a difficult or opposite view of himself and his plan, but asked them to follow him. He showed love oout of acceptance, something I dont see much of anymore.

But I have seen some where I least expected it and where I thought I actually might find it. From a group of people who share a common passion and work to help each other and take care of each other, somewhat to what I thought church was supposed to be like. I wont say everyone or every church is this way, only the ones I went to and tried my best to find a place I could call home.

Family... its so important... and as a church I see what is supposed to be family... but I dont see what I used to in it...

I think I might visit church once in a while to see people, but I dont think it will be part of my week. I will remember a sacarfice made for me, and I will do my best to accept people for who they are and show them what I think I should... an unconditional love; for them for who they are and what they went through to get to where they are today.

I as much as other people just want to be accepted for who I am and the choices I make and not to be constantly haggled about what I choose to do. God gave us free will and I intend to excerise it the fullest, in order  to experience grace and joy and sadness and laughter and anger and pleasure and peace and frustration and happiness and bad times and good times and most importantly... to experience what it is to live... this is my choice.

Yea I'm whooped... I need to sleep more.... I'm starting to enjoy it when I get time to myself and do the things I want to do.... =D

Time to sleep and it's only 8:45.... the earliest I've been to bed in years... I cant remember the alst time I made it to bed before 9pm.... lots of rest ahead... =)

I have no idea what I'm doing anymore.... what the crap....

Founder's Day 07'

9-1
Alaska 372 departs OAK 6:40 AM, Arrives SNA 8:18 AM
9-3
Alaska 425 departs SNA 1:47 PM, Arrives OAK 3:09 PM

Lodging - Grand Californian.
2 adult park hopper
2 r/t supershuttle.

Disneyland 1/2marathon.... I think I'll just wing it. =)

In response to where I stand, I'm not really sure anymore.

Reminds me of something.... not sure what tho.... funny huh?

Thurdays:

Completed my first V5

Friday:

Relaxed and Chilled (Watched 300... PREPARE FOR GLORY!!!!!)

Not too much sleep

Saturday:

Scikotics Meet @ Merced Toyota (5+ hours of Driving)

Red Robin Dinner with 25

Serious Relaxation

Not too much sleep

Sunday(Today):

Organized my first meet for Scikotics and peeps at Sports Basement in Sunnyvale

Finally gonna get some much needed sleep, I hope.

Finally saw Transformers

Monday(Tomorrow):

Rock Climbing

As Calvin and Hobbes book is entitled.... "the days are packed"

I put in request for Fat Tire and Hef, if you have any other micro brews that you would liek to have let me know and I can request.

Directions:
Lawrence Expressway
1177 Kern Ave. @ HWY 101 & Lawrence Expressway


Sunnyvale
1177 Kern Ave
Sunnyvale, CA 94085Store Hours:
M-F 10-9pm
Sat. & Sun 10-7pm

Phone: 408 732-0300


Driving Directions:

From the East Bay:

•Merge onto I-880 South, 32.8 miles
•Merge onto CA-237 W toward MTN VIEW, 4.8 miles
•Take the CARIBBEAN DRIVE / Lawrence Expressway exit, 0.1 miles
•Take the Lawrence Expressway ramp, 0.3 miles
•Merge onto N Lawrence Expressway / CR-G2 South, 1.8 miles
•Turn SLIGHT RIGHT onto KERN AVE, 0.1 miles
•End at 1177 Kern Ave


From San Francisco:

•Merge onto I-280 South, 4.2 miles
•Merge onto I-380 East toward US-101 / S F INTL AIRPORT, 1.4 miles
•Merge onto US-101 South toward SAN JOSE, 29.4 miles
•Take the Lawrence Expressway exit, 0.2 miles
•Turn RIGHT onto Lawrence Expressway / CR-G2 South, 0.4 miles
•Turn SLIGHT RIGHT onto KERN AVE, 0.1 miles
•End at 1177 Kern Ave

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